Today I delivered my first exam!
In good time!
I don’t care if I pass or not right now, coz I actually managed to do it.
I never believed in myself to do it.
I was sure I would have a mental breakdown and just give in!
And when I only slept 3 hours last night because of excessive stomach pain I was sure I was manifesting failure!
But I sat in my bed and just let the pain go through me.
I woke up an hour before the kids and just read my theory in bed before getting up.
Preparing for the final assignment to be done before Leon’s meeting.
I had no faith.
But I did it.
And Leon’s meeting went well!
The professional that had previously observed him at daycare had seen all the stuff I am worried about and she agreed with my action plan!
I am so happy!
A super duper happy human being exist right here!
And tomorrow I will dive into my math again, but right now I am just enjoying this moment of pure happiness.
Of pure pleasure of having exceeded my own expectations!