Today my darkness was about to swallow me whole! I was a button click away from canceling my teacher education. But today I was surprised by an online friend with an angel card reading.
Her final advice was: “speak your truth”.
So I did so. I told my teacher and I told a friend.
My teachers told me to reconsider my education, they broke me down further.
But then a devilish light sparked in me. I can do this. I know I will be a good teacher. No one will convince me otherwise!
So I asked my friend for help with the kids. She said yes. And miraculously my oldest suggest that they instead could stay with grandma during my two days of school. She asked and they got a yes there too!
So now I’m relieved.
And I sent my teachers an email saying sorry for being so emotional today, but this education is important to me. Hopefully they will not judge me to hard.
My friend told me she was impressed and proud of my will to not give up. She called me a great role model for my kids and the kids I will one day teach.
I’m so grateful to have bonded with her. We knew each other as kids because we both played in the same school band. But haven’t met since I was 12. Now I’m 38 and our sons are best friends and will start school together this fall.
I’m so grateful for today and all the lessons and strength I achieved today, but most of all her support and kindness ❤️