If we were having coffee today I would honestly tell you that 2016 has started rather different than I thought it would! The first week was super intense, and all I managed to do was breathe and be.
I had a mini meltdown and almost left school, which is getting old! I have to stop acting like the world is tearing apart when I meet some resistance! Should think I was good at reacting differently since my life is a long ride of resistance and hurdles! But I guess giving up what is really important is my way of punishing myself to believe that I don’t deserve anything in this world. But I managed to turn it all around, I managed to stay away from complete disaster, and instead I found a solution!
If we were having coffee today it would probably be at my house, since I am trying to get some study done! I would be in my pajamas with my messy hair bun trying to find some inspiration! And a coffee break with you would be healing to this soul ❤
If we were having coffee today I would tell you that last week was a better week than the previous one. But that all the celebrities that passed away in 2016 has really got me spooked. Cancer is scaring me A LOT! And I hate how it sneaks up and so easily takes a life away. I would tell you that is has really pushed me to think about my health a lot. Not only weight. But other issues I need to look into too. So this year I will have a real check up, from the inside to the outside. And I am doing great with food, but still have a long way to go. But it is working. I am down some kilos and it is an inspiration! I have also made an appointment for Leon because he have a mole on his back that has grown and are getting a bit puffy. Better sound than sorry 😉
If we were having coffee now, I would have been serving you banana pancakes just because I crave something sweet and are trying my best to stay away from chocolate. I would also tell you how amazing it was to be back at work this last week. It is truly the place I find a lot of inspiration and peace. And it was nice to be back since I know that the next couple of weeks I have to turn offers down due to other obligations. But hopefully they will need me again when I am done with school and doctor check ups in a couple of weeks!
I just love having coffee with you again, it gives me healing to look back at the week and actually see that overall it has been a good week. I managed to stay a float. I managed to be inspired. I managed to enjoy some time with my kids too. And hopefully we can all get our skiing gear ready next week so we can enjoy the beautiful winter weather together in the slopes. I am by far a winter person as you already know 😉 But this place are amazing and I just need to enjoy it, and I know my kids always get so happy when I join them outside having fun! So that’s my goal for next weekend! The whole experience with the outside fire place, hot dogs, hot cocoa and ski’s!