Weekend coffee share β˜•οΈ

 

weekendcoffeeshareIf we were having coffee today I would be happy and sad at the same time.

Happy because I have had a great weekend with my kids at home. Sad because I suck at being a student at the moment.

If we were having coffee right now I would tell you that I need to focus on my studies. I have hardly put in an hour on my pedagogical class, and today I just got feedback on my assignment. And I failed. Mostly because I have not been using the right reference in my text. But I also know the text is weak. So now I need to get it done, better. Much better. And it really scares me, since I have my bachelor assignment also. And I haven’t even started. So now I need to focus on school and turn down work. I just can’t do them both. And that’s why last year went so well too. Because I focused on school.

You know I hate this though. But no human is able to do it all, so I just have to do some work, and more school. Prioritize. Tomorrow will be a new path. Tomorrow I will make changes. Yes. And I feel good about it, because I have been worrying about this a lot!

If we were having coffee today I would tell you that I am still feeling hunger most of the time, but I now also feel fullness after a meal!! That’s a new win!! Not after every meal. And not because I am stuffing my face. But on those days I manage to drink enough water and eat regularly I feel full after every meal. Now I just need to make it a habit.

If we were having coffee I would tell you that I have finally been brave enough in therapy to address my past regarding the sexual abuse and how I let men treat me like an object, and how that leads me to never manage to have an ordinary conversation with men. It is scary! But it feels like this is the missing part of my complete healing. And when this heal, my weight will also be easier to release. It is deeply connected.
I can tell you though that I am moving forward regarding men and everyday conversations. So it is a small step, and I love those small wins! Together they will all be a huge win one day πŸ™‚

If we were having coffee I would tell you that we now have complete skiing gear and that I actually hope for some more snow so I can take the kids out skiing this winter. I have not been on skis since I was a teenager, so it will be very interesting to say the least πŸ˜› But I want the kids to love the outdoors more, so I have to set an example.. At least try to set a good example πŸ˜‰
So how was your week? Are you exciting about something right now? Or stressed? Would love to hear from you! Have an amazing week, and hopefully I will be back for coffee next week πŸ™‚

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10 thoughts on “Weekend coffee share β˜•οΈ

    1. Thank you β˜•οΈ balancing is not easy, but my weak point is tv when the kids go to bed, now I have planned study time an hour after bedtime, then tv! Hopefully it will work πŸ‘ŒπŸ»

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  1. Sounds as though you have quite a lot going on. I’m sorry to hear about your assignment, but I’m sure you will be ok if you’re able to rearrange your priorities in the way you’re talking about. It can be tough to do, of course, but you can manage it. πŸ™‚

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    1. I had a great chat with a professor at my university today, so now I feel more motivated and ready to get my assignments done πŸ˜ƒ it’s all about time management and not succumbing to the pleasure of tv 😜

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